Last Night For One

Last night the smiles were doled out.
Last night hugs were distributed.
Last night laughter filled the place.
And I listened.

Arrival... Applause... Adoration... Achievements celebrated.

But you weren't there.

Last night, filled to the brim, I saw only a drop in the cup.
The space that you would have filled seemed to suck the light from the room.
Had I not set a place for you at the table in my mind, I would not have stared at that empty chair for so long.
But you were the guest of honor in my heart. And no one was there to accept on your behalf.

Next time I will plan to enjoy the sounds of the crowd.
Next time I'll add my voice to the laughter that goes up.
Next time I will make a reservation for one
... and hope that it gets crowded.